This is for real.

I know i shouldn't compare myself to her but i can't seem to help it. i believe you when you say you dont want anything to do with her, but on my heart i know you miss the times you spent with her. she may have done what she has done, and im not to sure what exactly but im sure she probably wasnt always like that.

On the brighter side of things... wouldn't it be nice if we were older? We could move out, We could do whatever We want to do, We can party all night and sleep all day(on weekends), We can order take-out evernight, We can have a kitty named Blinky Bill, We can cuddle at night and wake up to each others faces, We can stay up late and watch lame and horror flicks, and the best part ----> WE will be together.

Its 11:11 make a wish! i did, a lot of them. i wished on the night of the drive-in that you would kiss me. i wished everyday afterwards that you'd ask me to be your girlfriend. i wished for a bit after that you and i would share special moments. they all came true besides two of them. i understand I'm lame so I'm not afraid to say what they were. i first wished for you to one day propose then even more pathetically i wished you would give me a promise ring like Dave gave Ali.

So shitty tits we have been running into a few buzz kills this past week, Don't fret, the anticipation is making it more exciting and when the day comes it will be more fun. anywhoms, i love you with all my heart and junk and i want you to know you are more important to me then anyone , even Courtney or any boy for that matter. please believe me when i say you are the reason i still breathe.