rememberance

i cant breathe. i cant speak. i cant think. i cant see, nor hear. it happened as a chain reaction a few nights ago. mental shutdown then sudden tears shed. for what seems worthless to some but not me.

down the yellow brick road.

i am relieved. got my feelings out. not returned but that just clears my path. now i can focus on people who care about me and i really care about. no more straying. i wont allow it. ah it feels good to not have anymore confusion. :)
peace!

long time no see.

what happens when you miss someone you shouldnt and you feel for someone you shouldnt? a mind fuck. ugh!