Muse

i realized today that i serve no real purpose in this world.
im not anything important. what do i do for a living? nothing.
i dont know what i wanna do with my life, and my interests always change.
i dont even have a stero type in high school. i dont take part in anything. so im not an athlete, a band geek, a scholar, or a member of the student council. im just a normal kid.
but kid for not longer. im 16 turning 17. in two years ill be done highschool and ill be forced into the world on my own. but how am i suppossed to support myself? i have no career in mind. and in order to be what i might want to be in two years i would had have to taken certain courses back in high school. so why does every adult tell us there is no pressure, that they still dont know what they want to be? cause really the pressure is on. decide now or face a life of simple jobs with minumum pay and struggle to pay the bills and live.
fuck this world is so corupt.
i may not know what i wanna be but i know that i wanna do something smallish, i dont wanna be a big business lady, a lawyer or a doctor. i wanna be something like a owner of a book store or an assistant to someone big. i understand the responsibility of a job but why have a job with emormus responsibility and lots of money when i can have a not so bad job getting just enough money. i dont need a big house, a nice car and a boat. all i need is my friends.

"ill get by with a little help from my friends" - The Beatles