Im a fool for you.

i give him too many chances. when will i stop? he always bails on me and i just say "ohh its okay next time". i gotta stop at some point. he's driving me nuts. ARG.i wanna rant but i cant think of much cause all my anger was from last night not so much today so i have nothing really to say. my point is that i hate getting hurt all the time, their is not one night where i dont go to bed and think about all the things that must be wrong with me that he decides to do this to me. and then while thinking about being fat, ugly, and gross, i start to think about how much i get shit on in life by everyone, from family to classmates. i hate it. i have no one in my life. no one that cares. everyone just uses me and then throws me out when im not needed.

anyways im hungry cause im fat sooo im going to eat something good.