Number 5

Part one: Misrable at best

im extremely angered with myself. i found im having this challage i've been avoiding for sometime now. Loving someone when your hearts not completely there is more difficult than anything. And how do you tell someone that? you dont. you hide it away or like a pussy, you blog about it. im working on it, with my counsellor, my friends and that one person i long for. Maybe it was too early to start dating again. but i dont regret it. Alot of the happiness and laughter wouldn't have been spent if i were not to say "took you long enough".

Part two: 11:11 make a wish

What im trying to say is that, your the reason why i do the things i do.i stay out late to spend more time with you. i wake up in the morning and go to school, for you. i work, to take you to the movies, which you love. You asked me why i love you, and heres why:
your smile, its contagious.
your eyes, sparkling and blue.
your likes and dislikes, are so common to mine.
your handsome, though you dont agree, but you should
your voice, hearing i love you + best feeling of life.
your touch, sends shivers down my spine.
your kiss, makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter like crazy & the little things but there isn't enough room to write them all

Part three: actions speak loader than words

Another thing, on saturday night, i dont think i've ever felt more close to anyone in my life. There is so much passion and intensity that goes into what we share. When i reminice, i feel that rush of passion and i cant wait to feel it again. i loves you, smiles and such. :) <3