whats done is done.

i no longer worry about being used. last night was a vast change. i almost view things entirely differently now. i have no need to take apon situations as i would have. i shouldnt think and refer the past. it already happened and there is no way of stopping it again its tracks. i was treated bad, and i could be again. but i trust in my instincts that i wont. im happy. things are going well and im even starting to listen to joe. cheers to happiness & love.